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Monday, July 27, 2009
>Dito sa dilim
Ligtas ako
Di kailangang makasalimuha
Ang buong mundo
Di kailangang masaktan
Di kailangang magdusa
Ligtas ako
Ligtas dito.
Ngunit ligtas man sa dilim
Hindi ibig sabihin
Na masaya ako
Dito sa dilim.
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
> fell in love with a prince out of your reach? not a problem. a little magical intervention and you just might get your happily ever after. that is, if you can make your prince fall in love with you when you can't talk. oh, and you have to do this within three days. tough luck.
when i first watched this movie, back when i was a child, i didn't realize what a bad bargain that was. three days to make a guy fall in love with you and kiss you, and if you can't you turn into a worm. i'd have appreciated the deal in the original Little Mermaid much more. at least she had forever. at least until mr. prince falls in love and marries another, after which she would turn into sea foam.
maybe it's because i come from a conservative background. maybe it's because here in the Philippines, one does not just go out with a person and suddenly becomes girlfriend-boyfriend. maybe because i've seen a lot of guys go out of their way to court a girl for a couple of months only to get rejected. these things take time. making someone fall in love with you, let alone making them tell you, takes much, much longer than three days.
believe me, i know. after all, i've been trying for seven years.
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Saturday, July 18, 2009
> she was a fat 5 year old. all the adults said she was really cute. all
the kids called her names, mostly PIG. poor kid, she wanted so much to
be accepted. so she devised a diet, and drastically lost weight. her
parents never noticed.
she is 17 years old. she says she's too thin, yet sometimes
she wonders if her waist is getting too big. she knows she has to eat
three times a day, but sometimes she only eats once. she can never seem
to find the appetite to eat. she is steadily losing weight. and nobody
notices.
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Saturday, July 11, 2009
> Nautilus Housejust when you think you've seen everything, someone comes up with something no one has seen before--and then lives in it! i'd love to live in a house like this. the windows are small enough to allow privacy, and i'd feel just like Dyesebel, living in a shell. the whole house, though it looks like a movie set, is complete with a bathroom, a bedroom, the works, so people can actually live in it. i wonder who lives there, and if he's willing to sell his house.
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Thursday, July 09, 2009
> i love you enough to waste my time doing nothing with you.
i love you enough to risk my own health to look after yours.
i love you enough to trust you with everything that i am.
but not with everything i am going to be.
because i am 18, and the sky is blue.
the air is fresh, and my grass is as green as it can be.
i am 18, and my horizons are as broad as i can imagine.
i am 18, and right now, the world is mine for the picking, and my future is mine to mold. this girl who plans to win over a male-dominated field is not about to give herself away to a man. not yet.
i am 18, and i am a modern woman. i can stand up without you, and i intend to. but this doesn't make me love you any less.
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Friday, July 03, 2009
> i check my Friendster horoscope everyday, and it's oddly thought-provoking today.
"Have you lost your idealism?" it asks. "People are essentially good--remember that."
well, newborns are. maybe toddlers are too. and some kids can be good. a couple of teenagers. a few adults. see the trend?
maybe the years spent living degenerate a persons goodness. maybe it's the law of entropy: everything is headed towards destruction. maybe it's the people. maybe it's the world. maybe it's poverty, corruption, yadda yadda, whatever you want to blame it on. but i think it's all simply because humanity is imperfect, and maybe, just maybe, we all have this innate attraction to everything wrong.
Friendster is asking for us to have faith in humanity. this isn't enough. i say we should actively shape the world into a better place. this is what real idealism is about.
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
> Back when i was in high school--or as i am bound to say now, back when i was a kid--there was this survey thing going around with questions like "Ano ang pipiliin mo, yung mahal ka o yung mahal mo?" cheesy, yes. and so very high school, although it didn't matter back then. after all, we were in high school.
pointless as it may sound now, it was exactly the kind of time wasting nonsense we loved. and i remember it now as i had another unusually serious conversation with on of my oldest friends.
"naaalala ko dati, ang sabi ko mas gusto ko mas mahal ako ng kasama ko. siguro pagkatapos mong masaktan, ayaw mo na uli magmahal. ayaw mo na yung mas mahal mo siya."
"pero alam mo ngayon? nalaman ko, mahirap din pala pag mas mahal ka niya. kasi you know that if his heart breaks, you're the one responsible. and if the relationship doesn't work, it would be your doing. you'll always be the one responsible for hurting him."
it sounds awfully shallow to some. maybe we're too old to be having such trivial conversations. or maybe we're starting to think this way because finally, we are shedding our selfishness. we are growing up.
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Thursday, June 25, 2009
On Riding a Motorized Metal Horse Part 2 > after getting my student's permit--which by the way took forever. ugh, government agencies--i am on my way to being a real, independent adult! after a month, i can get my driver's license and then, freedom, HERE I COME.
that is, if i can learn how to drive. a motorcycle.
and i have. at least, i have learned how to move without toppling over. it was actually a good thing i learned how to ride a bike back when i was a kid. riding a motorcycle is just like riding a bike. a really big, 500 motorized monster that roars and tries its best to buck around and throw you off it. yeah. easy as pie. <why is pie easy anyway?>
Next Lesson: Braking
if you are laughing right now, let me tell you, it's not as easy as it sounds. especially if you're only a 100 pound girl trying to carry a 500 pound hunk of metal. it's not as heavy when you're going, say, about 20kph, but slow down, and the thing throws it's weight around, making you wobble. it doesn't help at all when the prospective road is full of ditches, and is part of the National high way.
needless to say, the lesson ended with me almost getting killed. after which my dad sent me back home to recover from the shock.
i'm never going to get my license. goodbye freedom.
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Most Dangerous Wii AccessoryThis may be hilarious, but it isn't entirely ridiculous. companies produce simply because consumers buy.if consumers snubbed this, this wouldn't exist. so we can't exactly blame CTA Digital for anything, not even for being irresponsible. because they are not. well, not exactly. "CTA Digital, Inc. is not and will not be held responsible for any damages resulting from the bowling ball attachment", and i think they have every right to say so. it's like the traffic laws. the pedestrian is always right. if you are driving a car and you run over a pedestrian, it's your fault. it doesn't matter if you did run him over, or if he was trying to save a cat from being run over, or if he wanted to die(emo). it's still your fault. this prevents motorists from being reckless. in the same way, CTA Digital would not take responsibility for accidents so that consumers would be careful when using the product. i mean, come on, who would want to break their TV sets, or their grandma's heads? still, i'd never buy this accessory. not for anything in the world.
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009
> all the world's a stage. the words people say are simply lines; the
smiles, the tears, the fights are all part of the script. their
personalities are simply parts they play.
yet though the world seems so scripted and the people seem
like actors, the drama of the stage can never compare to the drama of
real life.
when the last scene ends, when the last line is given, when
the curtain falls where would you be? would you be the star of the
show, remembered, pampered and encored? or would you be like the extra,
hardworking and overlooked?
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~ Me ~
Aryan, 17
university sophomore
obsessive compulsive
slightly neurotic
incredibly moody
bites when provoked
vicious when hurt
silent
aloof
daydreamer
pretty complex
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~ I dig.. ~
dark chocolate(hint, hint)
kittens
anime and manga
surfing the net
rain
frozen food
coffee
figurines
dolphins
necklaces
earrings
stuffed toys
o2jam
perfect world
RPGs
~ I detest.. ~
worms
whiny voices
flying roaches
social climbers
eggplants
blood
broken promises
~ I wish for.. ~
peace and quiet
a small white bear with a sweater
the route to neverland
the yellow brick road
less homework
world peace?
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