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Monday, August 17, 2009
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patay tayo diyan
ilang linggo ka ng delayed
sabi mo isang linggo
ako'y kabado
Diyos ko
of course, she doesn't really want to believe it. she's just scared. really, really scared that this might be the end of everything she knew. so although she keeps hoping it's just the paranoia speaking, she gathers her most trusted friends and tells them the secret. and they all troop to the nearest drugstore to get what they--she--needed.
ako'y naluha
napaluhod na lang bigla
ako ay napadasal
please Lord wag muna
of course it wasn't really necessary to have her friends there. she could just as easily have gone and done it herself. yet perhaps it was somehow comforting to be surrounded when you feel so vulnerable. she only hopes her friends really could be trusted with her secret.
with their mission accomplished and the supplies brought, they troop right back to where they came from and she started the process. her friends waited anxiously in front of the comfort room door and she did her thing.
10 seconds...
30 seconds...
a minute.
anong nangyari
sa nabili
mong pregnancy kit
diyan sa kahera sa may Mercury?
the door creaks open, and she peeks worriedly out. she hold out the instrument to them and they all waited as the color slowly spread through the thin strip of paper that would determine the rest of her life.
one line.
just one line.
they all blew out a sigh of relief. then they started to laugh about the adventure that happened that day.
it was something they hoped they never had to go through again.
negative, woah
negative woah.
neganegative...
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
> Fly High Than You've Ever Flown And once you've reached Your Utmost Peak Look down. See how far you're bound to fall.
Thursday, August 06, 2009
> The elections are coming up, and my newly turned 18 friends are staring to ask if i got my voting license yet. and i keep saying no. over and over and over again. they ask, "why not?" i say, "why? i'm not going to vote." and they say it isn't good to be so apathetic.
am i apathetic? maybe i am. i don't know anything about politics. i don't know who i should vote, nor do i want to vote. i don't want to vote because i don't know anything about these candidates. all i know is that they lie. they all lie. and i don't want to vote for people who lie to me.
my friends tell me im judgemental. maybe i am. how do i know they all lie? of course i don't. i don't even know them. but they're politicians, and that's enough for me. i see what's happening in UP, and here i see an embodiment of what is happening in the country. i see these students, students i see and laugh with everyday, cheat their way to the top. dito pala nagsisimula. estudyante pa lang, natututo ng magdagdag-bawas. how i am supposed to believe in people when right here in miniland, i see these things happening.
they lie. they all lie. i don't trust them. i won't vote them.
Friday, July 31, 2009
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Thursday, July 30, 2009
Why A Lot of Women Think Men Are Pigs > it was dark. it was late. it was a secluded place. a lone girl rides a jeep she thinks would take her home soon. but it was only a moment later when the driver turns around. "honey, it's late. you're the only one in the jeep. how about if you get off here and we'll get a trike for you so i can go home?"
the driver hails a tricycle. girl gets in. her ride home goes on.
or so she thinks.
a minute later the tricycle stops. a man gets in, not behind the driver like men do, but inside the cab, beside the girl. the girl looks at the man. the man grabs the girl by the wrist. what happens next is anyone's guess.
afterward, the girl is seen running, running for dear life, towards wherever there is people. the girl, forever traumatized yet wanting her life to go on normally no matter what happens, keeps mum about it so that soon, there will be nothing left to remind her of what happened.
at least, until the bluish black mark on her wrist fades away.
Monday, July 27, 2009
> Dito sa dilim
Ligtas ako
Di kailangang makasalimuha
Ang buong mundo
Di kailangang masaktan
Di kailangang magdusa
Ligtas ako
Ligtas dito.
Ngunit ligtas man sa dilim
Hindi ibig sabihin
Na masaya ako
Dito sa dilim.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
> fell in love with a prince out of your reach? not a problem. a little magical intervention and you just might get your happily ever after. that is, if you can make your prince fall in love with you when you can't talk. oh, and you have to do this within three days. tough luck.
when i first watched this movie, back when i was a child, i didn't realize what a bad bargain that was. three days to make a guy fall in love with you and kiss you, and if you can't you turn into a worm. i'd have appreciated the deal in the original Little Mermaid much more. at least she had forever. at least until mr. prince falls in love and marries another, after which she would turn into sea foam.
maybe it's because i come from a conservative background. maybe it's because here in the Philippines, one does not just go out with a person and suddenly becomes girlfriend-boyfriend. maybe because i've seen a lot of guys go out of their way to court a girl for a couple of months only to get rejected. these things take time. making someone fall in love with you, let alone making them tell you, takes much, much longer than three days.
believe me, i know. after all, i've been trying for seven years.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
> she was a fat 5 year old. all the adults said she was really cute. all
the kids called her names, mostly PIG. poor kid, she wanted so much to
be accepted. so she devised a diet, and drastically lost weight. her
parents never noticed.
she is 17 years old. she says she's too thin, yet sometimes
she wonders if her waist is getting too big. she knows she has to eat
three times a day, but sometimes she only eats once. she can never seem
to find the appetite to eat. she is steadily losing weight. and nobody
notices.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
> Nautilus Housejust when you think you've seen everything, someone comes up with something no one has seen before--and then lives in it! i'd love to live in a house like this. the windows are small enough to allow privacy, and i'd feel just like Dyesebel, living in a shell. the whole house, though it looks like a movie set, is complete with a bathroom, a bedroom, the works, so people can actually live in it. i wonder who lives there, and if he's willing to sell his house.
Thursday, July 09, 2009
> i love you enough to waste my time doing nothing with you.
i love you enough to risk my own health to look after yours.
i love you enough to trust you with everything that i am.
but not with everything i am going to be.
because i am 18, and the sky is blue.
the air is fresh, and my grass is as green as it can be.
i am 18, and my horizons are as broad as i can imagine.
i am 18, and right now, the world is mine for the picking, and my future is mine to mold. this girl who plans to win over a male-dominated field is not about to give herself away to a man. not yet.
i am 18, and i am a modern woman. i can stand up without you, and i intend to. but this doesn't make me love you any less.
~ Me ~
Aryan, 17
university sophomore
obsessive compulsive
slightly neurotic
incredibly moody
bites when provoked
vicious when hurt
silent
aloof
daydreamer
pretty complex
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~ I dig.. ~
dark chocolate(hint, hint)
kittens
anime and manga
surfing the net
rain
frozen food
coffee
figurines
dolphins
necklaces
earrings
stuffed toys
o2jam
perfect world
RPGs
~ I detest.. ~
worms
whiny voices
flying roaches
social climbers
eggplants
blood
broken promises
~ I wish for.. ~
peace and quiet
a small white bear with a sweater
the route to neverland
the yellow brick road
less homework
world peace?
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